You're the gracious host and I'm the parasite

So heres the thing

Eto na ang chance ko here in NZ

A company now wants to hire me for their 4 years apprentice program

An automation company that specialize on programing, designing, and technical repair

and one of their major client is FONTERRA(World Wide company)

so when Scott told me that once i get a hang of what the job i’ll be handling 20million-100million worth of machines, i got excited and at the same time terrified that fuck man any job has to be perfectly executed, in short fucking no room for error

But i thing im worried right now is that

theres a 3 months probationary period where i have to impress them before they absorb me as one of their regular and if i dont i say bye bye to NZ cause my VIsa is only until end of Sept. this year

Im so fucking stressed right now and smoke seems the only thing that can ease my stress a bit

So many things to do too, deal with my visa application; review my basic programming again; work and impress my new boss; and i still have work at the bakery during the weekends make coffee in the cafe and in the evening work in my other job as assistant chef/waiter/dishwasher

Bloody fuck i just noticed i have 3 jobs. FUCK ME!!! this is crazy

But seriously i have to focus now

sorry tumblr and fb i have to ignore you for now

Cause this automation job will solve all of my problems

Better Pay, A promising career for me and most especially it’ll be my ticket to get my residency

COme on MIKO kaya ko to..

bye bye muna m’f*ckers

10 points, 3 assist, 3 airball, and 1 foul

hahaha bat may airball, kalaban kasi namin mga puti

ako lang naman ang pumangalawa sa pinakamaliit, ganun sila katangkad

pero masaya rin kasi atleast nawawala yung isip ko sa mga nakakatawang tao sa buhay ko

pang-unwind ko

hayz… nami2ss ko nnman si hallen

ano kaya ginagawa mo ngaun?